PMA

i've been in a really good mood since saturday night.

it's weird because i haven't been happy in so long.

it feels really good.

my mom noticed i've been happier, she told me she was really worried about me when i came home from school and was seriously thinking about getting me hospitalized.

glad i dodged that bullet.

new years resolutions:

-stay posi

-stop skipping class, make sure kristine doesn't either

-paint my nails more often because it makes me feel pretty

-work on losing another 10 pounds

-find someone to make me happy

-make new friends, rekindle old friendships, keep the ones i've got

-smile every day

-don't cry anymore over dumb things

-work on not being broke by the end of the semester

fuck

echinacea and tylenol for breakfast

cramps like a motherfucker

i hate being a woman sometimes

all i want is to see how much chocolate i can eat

and i want grasshopper

i woke up happy this morning

i can't remember the last time that happened.

i can't stop smiling

i left vt this afternoon.

the bus was like 45 minutes late so i didn't get into boston until 4:45, so i didn't end up getting to the dorm until 5:30...which sucked.

it's warm in boston compared to vermont.

it's a nice change.

i hung out with bill tonight.

it's nice to feel happy again.

home tomorrow

i'm taking a bus back to boston tomorrow.

vt has been fun, but i've had enough.

it's too god damn cold here

and i've seen too many games of beirut.

for new years i went outside in -10 degree weather and ran around a playground with tricia and her friends and then saw fireworks set off over lake champlain.

in vt i've met some nice kids, some lame kids.

ate a lot of pb & fluff.

played with kittens.

texted bill a lot.

watched wanted 3 times in 3 days.

drove tricia's new car.

hooked up with a boy i barely talked to.

ate a delicious veggie sandwich.

and slept surprisingly well on an air matress.

probably hanging out with bill tomorrow night.

should be a fun time.