it's days like today

where i wonder why i even got out of bed this morning.

i'm doing horrible at school right now.

i fucking hate this city more and more every day.

i look like i'm sick and feel like a zombie.

i haven't felt this bad about myself in a long time.

then i realize how lucky i am to have good friends like molly and kristine to hang out with who make me feel slightly more alive.

i watched the brave little toaster today.

that movie is so weird.

things i need in my life

1. a fisheye lens for my d80

2. a fennec fox                                                               

 

3. black jeans from delias

4. mustard yellow vans

5. zebra striped metallic booty shorts

so here i am

11:30 on a monday night.

sitting on my bed.

eating broccoli.

watching sex and the city.

why?

couldn't tell you.

i've lost all motivation to do anything productive.

snow day

so i got the snow day i was asking for.

and then realized i left all my makeup at home so i have to go out in the snow to sephora and buy more makeup since i probably can't get my makeup before i go to chicago.

awesome, wish i was hot enough to go through life without any makeup on.

love life.

i'm so tired all the time.

i slept until 11 and still feel dead.

all i want right now is to nap and snuggle with the boy.

fuck you mother nature

this is how i feel about the snow.

i can't believe it's snowing and it's supposed to snow tomorrow.

i better get a snow day out of this shit.

my hands look huge.

i feel like a zombie lately, i'm always so tired.

but on a good note, i leave for chicago on saturday.

meaning i don't have to see this god damn city for a whole week.

and i got a free veggie burger at b.good this afternoon because i signed up for their e-mail list and they were having some event.

and my brother gave me $20 for my birthday.

and i shot 2 rolls of film this weekend.