foggy & rainy

i can barely make out the top of the st.alphonsus street church.

i got a check for working open house yesterday.

$50...how i'm paying for ceremony tonight if i go.

i was a jerk to andrew last night.

but i think it's cause i was crying for 4 hours and after that kind of a release you're bound to do something retarded.

i went to bed at like 11.

and just woke up.

i'm a wreck.

i think i need anxiety meds.