realization

i've realized one of the main reasons why i was so depressed this semester was because you always made me feel like i wasn't good enough for you.

i went through my whole life feeling that.

and when you got unhappy with your life you decided to make me feel shitty too, whether you realized you were doing it or not.

thanks for pointing out when i gained weight.

thanks for poking my stomach when it was bloated.

thanks for putting your new "job" that didn't actually pay you anything before me.

thanks for letting me know it was more important to you.

thanks for making me feel awful when i ate something that wasn't vegan.

thanks for making me feel guilty for going shopping.

thanks for making me feel like all i was good for was sex and a hot breakfast made for you when you woke up.

thanks for making me feel stupid all the time.

thanks for pointing out my flaws.

thanks for being part of the reason i was sad.

hope you're having fun in europe.