word vomit

i hate the fact that every time someone asks me "how was the end of your school year?" or "are you glad to be home?" i have to lie.

i must be getting really good at this pretending game.

i doubt saying "the end of my year was horrible and i contemplated finding something very high to jump off of onto concrete" or "every morning when i wake up i wish i could go back to sleep until september" is the best thing response.